My Reality

I hate my reality right now.  I want to run away- anywhere away from my reality.  Problem is even if I run I'm still childless.  More than that I have very little friends that don't have kids and so I feel extremely alone/left out.  So, I've thought about moving cities, even countries, but then I would be alone/lonely AND childless.  That can't be a good mix.  When will this heart ache end?  I want it to end!